You can get it all.

I feel like window shopping.. online. lol boredom takes over.

I really want to get my hair done but I'm waiting on my cousin so I can go with her. Getting your hair did is always fun when someone else comes with you. It's not the same when you're alone.

I really want shoes, I'm in love with sandals and sneakers. Yeah, flats too but not as much. Ouu I want a new bathing suit.. a one piece. They have really cute ones now! That's definitely under my want list. I want somethin' like this..


..I know right!

Hear my words for their worth.

One of my very first low-key weekends. Like I said before I'm not a homebody but I definitely need this. Stayed in on a Saturday and just ate sushi all day. Yeup, lunch and dinner.. indeed was delish! My new urban word haha.

I really hate bumming around, I would rather be out spending money but that's one of my many problems. As long as I'm not in a shopping environment then there's just no way I can waste my money. This really isn't a problem I'm just making it one.

P.s. A vacation just sounds stupdendous right now. Miraculous, superb, tremendous, phenomenal, sensational.. can I say more?

Hoping for warmer days.

I just want to take the longest nap of my life and never wake up.

I'm yours.

So I bought my mom a new phone for her birthday and now I'm officially done buying birthday presents.. for now that is. My cousin's baby shower is coming up, yay I'm excited for a new baby! The ultrasound says it's a boy but you never know.

I'm in a bittersweet situation. I want to go but I don't want to. I want to get it done but I don't want to over do it. I need some balance on my school/work/personal life.

I can't spend this whole week, meaning I can't shop at all. My Buffalo trip just covered a couple weeks worth without shopping, boo! I really hate saving it's so difficult when you shop compulsively. I, for one can never resist a bargain. Word.

So little time.

My calculator dies on me while I'm working on an important assignment due tomorrow night, right after work. As much as I want to get everything done on time, there's just not enough time in my day.

I just need an escape. I miss those yoga days, I'm getting right back into it as soon as I find time.

I don't even remember how to relax anymore, it's so sad. Fuckin' mood swings I swear lmfao. Watch I'll be so damn jolly by next week, forgetting I was even overreacting about my problems.

I'd go on and ramble but too bad blogspot doesn't have privacy settings. I know right.

Spring is here? It sure doesn't feel like it.

I need to continue looking at the brighter side on things. I have too much negative energy that come out of nowhere. I'm not even stressed or anything. I feel bad for my boyfriend sometimes, I usually spaz on him which pushes him away.

I don't even know where all this anger is coming from I swear. I wish I could afford a therapist. I tend to bottle things up for a while and then one day I'll just explode with all these problems. Yeah, I still have outbursts but it needs to stop.

Fyi, I'm getting it soon lol. But that still doesn't excuse all of the above because I have been being a baby. I'm getting there..

I'm on better terms with my family, I know that's a start.

Baby I can feel your halo Pray it won't fade away

“the most important relationship in your life is the relationship you have with yourself.”

I'm working on mine..

Shop till you drop, literally.

I'm so exhausted.
12 hours straight of shopping, for real I'm a champ lol.
Got home like 2am and didn't crash till 4am.
The good thing about shopping in the states is that you can't go over your limit unless you bring a MasterCard or something. I stuck to my budget and spent every penny lol. I didn't want to exchange what I had left over, too much work.

But what I'm tryna tell you for every man, there's a woman that'll make him change

We got a serious, serious bond

And when we kick it we have nothin' but fun

I feel a whole lot of L-O-V-E between you and me

even though we still young

Happy 3rd Anniversary Kyle Gorospe :)

2007

2008

2009

Young, independent, yeah she work hard But you can't tell from the way that she walk

Damn this week was just hectic. I'm so exhausted.. I need my beauty sleep! I'm craving for some sushi, good thing I brought some home :).

I'm only working 3 days this week then I'm off to Buffalo Thursday morning until Friday. I'm still trying to figure out a realistic budget. I didn't go shopping this past weekend just so I could blow my money in Buffalo. I just bought yoga pants and my sister's gift.

P.s. My family gets back on Thursday but I don't get to see them till I get back from Buffalo.

Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had Never almost had you

I don't recall any of the things that I did Saturday night. All I know is the next morning I was feeling like shit dawg. Worst hangover in my life which I don't usually get. Next time I'll be the designated driver forreal! I'll just stick to my breezer or two, none of this beer, liquor and weed mix up. I don't even see myself being this smashed on my own 19th birthday, I'd rather be conscious while having a good time lol.

It's like through shopping, somehow we found a new focus and our moods get uplifted

Okay so for a very long time I've been a size 1..
tell me how I tried on these nice size 1 high cuff shorts that I bought from BCBG Max Azria ON SALE and they barely fit me? Wtf happened :( I don't mind the fact that I'm gaining weight but I'm gaining it in the wrong places maybe? Well I have been eating junk for the past 2 weeks. I am not getting fat, I am not getting fat, I am not getting fat, I am not getting fat, I am not getting fat, I am not getting fat, I am not getting fat, I am not getting fat, I am not getting fat, I am not getting fat, I am not getting fat I am not getting fat, I am not getting fat I am not getting fat!! I'm not.

Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos Takin them off 'cause I feel a fool

I'm tempted to shop online, ughh. I need to cut off my VISA since it's 95% paid for already and I don't even need it.. okay I lied I'm like half way :(. No more spending Kristina!

Omg Spring is officially here in 17 days! I'm sick of this on and off weather, pisses me off. I miss the sun, my skin misses the sun! I want to get away this summer, yup time to save!

Oh crap I have my Humber test next Saturday, I'm gonna need a guide to get around lol.


P.s. I love my new purse! Now I just have to show it off haha.

How could my mind pull up incidents Recall dates and times that never happened

Watched Street Fighter on Saturday, damn I wish I was Kristin Kreuk :(. She's so friggin pretty! And all I kept hearing from Kyle was, "man she's so hot!". Like yeah yeah I know! Haha. Went to Vaughan Mills on Sunday after church. Okay so I did budget myself, kinda. Does it count if I made my budget AFTER I finished shopping lol. Whatever I didn't really buy a lot anyways.

P.s. I still need to buy my mom and sister a present!