What we can't solve in real life, we solve it through retail therapy

Watched Shopaholic after work with my cousin. It was alright it was funny. Hugh Dancy was pretty cute in the movie hehe.

So last time I got paid I didn't spend my money very wisely. I know I can save my money it's just whether I can discipline myself or not. I really need to be rational about spending coz I know I'm not gonna be saving down to the last penny coz really now.. let's be realistic. I need to save some and budget when spending. Yeah that's reasonable but easier said than done lol. Whatever I'm working on it.

New phone, new number

I have a new toy. Yay me :) rewarded myself with a new cell phone. Been working my ass off, literally.

It'a only been a week and I miss my family already. All this time apart really gets me thinking. I should be more appreciative. Ugh.

The magic in your eyes, made me realize That everything I feel, has got to be real

What a boring ass day. I decided to run some errands since I won't have time during the week. Picked up my pills at the pharmacy then I went to the mall. Went to Fido to pay my phone bill that my mother was suppose to pay before she left but I guess she forgot. I Tried looking for a new phone since I'm getting bored of my Blackberry and every has one. I passed by Modern Touch and felt like getting a trim today coz I dunno the next time I'll be going to Sue. Some Italian guy cut my hair and he was alright for my first time. I told him I wanted to grow my hair and he recommended Vitamin C. He said it tastes like shit but works like "magic" so I went to Shoppers Drug Mart and bought me some Vitamin C chewables.

Since my mom, my brother Kristopher and my sister Kristal are spending their birthdays at the Philippines I have more than enough time to get them presents by the time they get back. Problem is I dunno what to get them lol.

I can help you find yourself Cause you don't need nobody else

I watched "The Break-Up" on a Saturday night by myself lol. Pretty good movie I can't believe I never got to it until now.

Watched "Friday the 13th" on Friday.. mehhh. Without the sound effects startling you the movie itself was just crap. Poor Eric, his stomach was just not ready for it. It's really gory but I didn't mind it. I had my boyfriend under his jacket and on my shoulders the whole time lmfao. Exposeddddddd ahah sorry.

Spotless, heartless, bad to the bone Make me wanna go put me in the triple-X-zone

My family left this morning to go to the Philippines so I had to wake up at 4:30am to hug and kiss everyone a goodbye. Oh and greet my mom a happy birthday! I can't believe she's spending her 39th birthday on the plane :(. Omg I miss them already!

Oh the best part, my parents left me money in my room in an envelop aaand my dad secretly told me that he put extra mula under my keyboard lol. Love it! I'm spending this money wisely for sure. My parents told me before they'd pay for my driving school and knowing my mom she probably wants me to spend some of the money on that. I don't really have to go grocery shopping since my mom left me and my cousin with tons of food, enough for the whole year! I swear she thinks I'm gonna starve with my metabolism. And I don't really cook I mean the basics yeah but to survive on cooking, no. So she bought me A LOT of T.V. dinner, frozen foods and instant soups. Haha minus the weekends since I'm always eating out.

I gotta do homework today that was assigned yesterday and is due on Monday. Talk about busy! My weekends are always crazy therefore I won't have time to face it.

I betcha that I could read your mind And tell you everything that you're going through

Wtf man, I had to order a Chemistry textbook online just because I can't borrow one from school. I swear I wasn't planning to purchase one but I had no choice :(. That's so balls! $112.14 for a textbook that I'm gonna end up selling anyways, ughh.

Oh mann my family's leaving Thursday morning, I'm feeling so bummy about it. I'm gonna be so jealous of their nice healthy looking tan when they get back. Damn school! Forreal though, no parents for one month? I guess there's the pros and cons to it. More freedom but at the same time more responsibilities..

Number one hustler gettin' money Why you wanna count my money?

My weekend was so much fun! Ahh I can't believe my family's leaving this week already. This is gonna teach me some independence :(.

So Friday I went to see "He's Just Not That Into You" with my boyfriend. In my opinion I loved the movie! A lot of good insight in real life relationships. You know it's a good chick flick when you're boyfriend loved it too haha.


After the movies

Hmm.. so Saturday I went to watch Kyle's game against FAAB. I told you not to underestimate that team! See what happens when you become cocky. Later that night went to Mike's 17th Birthday at his house. It was pretty fun watching the All-Stars Dunk tipsy lol. I definitely think it was rigged though, but good thing Nate Robinson won! I don't even see how Howard got his nickname anyways, I mean that was not a dunk superman.

Jordan and I (that's his happy face lol)

EYYYY (mia Irvin and Allan)

Janelle and I gettin' our drink on

I'm so damn shopped out! Tell me how I lost or misplaced my makeup bag somewhere at work. I hope no one stole it or anything coz I'm gonna check tomorrow. I spent my Sunday afternoon buying new makeup coz I was so damn pissed off. I'm not spending until I get paid again. So I got picked up at the mall then off to Eaton's. I had to restrain myself from purchasing anything that I "wanted" due to the amount of money I spent on makeup. Trust me it's hard starting over lol. It's hard being a girl.. I ranted to Kyle and he just had his jaw opened the whole time.

Anyways, Sunday night was a lot of fun! Went to my girls' birthday at Delta Chelsea downtown. This is the first time I've drank and did not feel sick one bit. Why? Coz I was smart and ate dinner before I went lol. I honestly took like 20+ shots and just felt tipsy. Knowing me I'm like already gone after a couple breezers. Yup I was a soldier the whole night. A lot of randoms came by the end of the night. Oh and a lot of drama too! I had fun though too bad I had to leave since my boyfriend couldn't stay. But now I don't regret not staying since I heard the people that were left got kicked out and was stranded for a good hour. K now that really sucks, seeing as you're in Toronto far far away from home.

I love my boyfriend :)

JKS - Happy Birthday Girls!! xoxo

They're hilarious <3

A conversation I'm still trying to remember LMAO

Overall my weekend was well spent. It was what I needed after my crazy week with work and school.

Let's work through this together, When there's love there's a way

So Valentine's around the corner, mehh. I'll probably just do dinner as usual and watch a movie, preferably a comedy drama. Yup, my boyfriend agreed to watch a chick flick with me this Valentine's . Hmm.. either "He's Just Not That Into You" which I heard was good or "Confessions of a Shopaholic".

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you Hate the thought of her being with someone else

I guess today was even crazier than yesterday. Went to work then off to my doctor's appointment. I'm feelin' overwhelmed, overjoyed and relieved. Yeah I'm pretty stressed but I'm trying to hide my emotions behind my everyday smile. I'm just getting the hang of things with night school on top of my hectic schedule. Today feels like I'd just taken a burden off my shoulders that I've been meaning to get to but kept neglecting it.

Tell me how I have to find my own textbook for night school! Wtff that's balls.. like since when? Either I "borrow" from Aquinas or like purchase one. What the fuck am I gonna do with a Chemistry textbook after I'm finished with it. Like I'm not made up of money soo that's not even an option. Here goes nothing! I called Ms. Erb for help lmao.

Usher - Burn
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin' from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways

Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

You're truly special, your love is legendary ta me, Without you my life stands still

I'm friggin' exhausted. All work and school makes me a very dull girl. I don't like the rush of going to night school right after work. I spoke to soon.. being out of the house for more than 12 hours really blows! I need my beauty sleep, good night!

Usher - Superstar
I be your groupie baby,
Cuz you are my superstar,
I'm your number one fan,
Gimme' your autograph,
Sign it right here, on my heart,
Yea, I'll be your groupie baby,
Cuz you are my superstar,
And as your number one fan,
I'll do all that I can,
To show you how super you are

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oce6-9lEnYg&feature=related

..I know talk about jealousy :( this song will always be one of my favs ♥

If, another should come, who's finer than me And she wanna take your love away, would you leave?

I hate how there's no privacy settings for entries! Anyways, so this week's busy busy! I have work everyday from 9am-5:30pm plus night school on Monday and Wednesday from 6-9:30pm.

Friday - Valentine's dinner date
Saturday - Michael's birthday party
Sunday - Joanna, Steph, KC's birthday dinner/party
Monday - Buffalo (maybe)

Can I survive this week? Gahh we'll see..

You act like I just got up in it, been the number one diva in this game for a minute

K so I worked the same hours again, blehh. O-m-g tell me how I photocopied 10,000 sheets front AND back in a matter of hmm.. 6 motherfuckin' hours!! I was so bored I occupied my time by buggin' my cousin every now and then. And I purposely took longer breaks so I didn't have to watch the photocopier print paper otherwise I'd kill myself lol. It took like a good half an hour every 1,000 copies. FML!

TGIF tomorrow, there's no way I'm working over time again. The thought of night school coming up excites me in a way, I dunno why. Yeah, it'll take more time out of my life but at least I have a life lol. But then again I'm capable of being a workaholic, which is code word for "shopaholic".

You're a mad sexy cool boy, and I love you that way

Surprisingly I'm okay after working an 11 hour shift (9am-8pm). Maybe my mind isn't exhausted but my body is? I dunno but I am feeling lazy right now. I'm so glad I have something to do other than stay home. Work occupies me and distracts me from thinking too much. Yeah I over think things when I have nothing else to do. And what does over thinking do to me? It gets me in trouble that's for sure. Haha I know what you're thinking.. "what a loser". Oh well don't care! :P

Where is the man of my dreams I'll wait forever, how silly it seems

So I just recieved a call from my mom and I'm finally working again! Since I have so much time on my hands I'll be working full-time while I do night school. These past few days I've been on my ass at home doing absolutely nothing. I don't know how some people can find it "fun" staying home lol. I'm definitely not a homebody, I'll do whatever to get out of the house. Which btw, I miss school already.. I know right! Anyways, Humber sent me a package today and I thought it was just one of those welcome letters again. But I opened it up and it says I'm accepted for Business Accounting! I also checked ontariocollegs.ca and apparently I'm accepted for Physiotherapy Assistant at Centennial. Honestly, I don't want to go there but seeing as the good colleges that are local don't offer my programs I got stuck to applying there. I applied to Humber for the same program so I'm gonna wait for that acceptance. It's pretty early to decide but I'm still waiting on my first choice. *crosses fingers*

I know about being depressed About leaving someone you love

..I also know about standing up and saying enough is enough

All this time I've been longing for this "change" that I really needed. I mean I thought it was me but it's you. I'm so cried out and all this time I've been looking for this change but it was in front of me all along. You've been living in your own fuckin' world lately, well time to snap out of it. You think I took you back for this? No, it's because I saw your sincerity and I knew you meant all those things you said to me. But how naive I am to believe all of it, I know it's never gonna be different. Look how long I've been here for you and I still fight with you about the same shit. I really don't care if you won't change, I don't need you to. I can't say I don't love you because I'd be lying. Man I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. You need to start realizing who the fuck I am and appreciate this before it's all gone again.

..And life's too short to dwell on all that's wrong.

A woman he can treat like his homie, And take her out on the Ave. and just chill

Watched "Taken" over the weekend and it was actually a good movie. I saw JN, I haven't seen her since her friggin' debut! But I reeeally want one of those phones that flip into a keyboard I'm soo into it! After seeing her new phone I'm super jealous! Anyways, from watching that movie now I'm afraid to travel without parents or like a group of people. Going on a trip with just one person just scares me now lol. But I really want to watch "He's Just Not That Into You" and "Confessions Of A Shopaholic". Yup this calls out for a ladies night!